after the storm

Girl. 18. Australian Au Pair in Germany. I sing and play guitar. I take selflies. I like drawing, writing, cooking and other expressive things.

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is it helping or hindering to constantly write about my depression?

It’s been so crazy realising how much I hold onto what should be good and happy experiences.

Today, I realised how much I try to squeeze the joy out of food. 

For the past few months, I have eaten only a few times without feeling bloated. For the past few years, every time I’ve eaten has been with extreme intent, to always make the most of my food as if i’ll never have any again. Today was the first time i consciously tried to let go of that. It’s the beginning of something very freeing.

Why is being negative “cool”?

Most of the most popular text posts are people bagging themselves out.

They look like self-fufilling prophecies to me, now I’ve thought about it.

catharsisproductions:

Love these tips for an “emergency care wall.” What would be on your’s?

catharsisproductions:

Love these tips for an “emergency care wall.” What would be on your’s?

The term gap year is stupid. Where’s the gap? I suppose according to definition, intent and purpose I’m having a gap year but I plan on spending every year of my life like this, meaning I will do what I need to do which just happens to be what I want to do. OH MY GOD WHY DID I DRINK SO MUCH COFFEE I CAN’T SLEEP

To be my only source of influence…

… however to be open to all of what the world has to offer.

Be it food, opportunity, love, acceptance, praise, criticism, people. All of everything. To see it all in equal light.

And to take only what I need.